Are We Wrong?

When I get things wrong. When you get things wrong. When we get things wrong.

I get up with the thought that I've really hurt you. I get up to texts of how badly you're hurting. I get up blaming myself for whatever is wrong between us. I wake up to pain prolonged from last night. I wake up to you happy. I wake up to you smiling. I wake up to you happy with your new love. I got it all wrong.

You wake up to none of his texts. You wake up to a clear phone screen. You wake up to no calls. You wake up to no texts. You wake up to no "GOOD MORNING BEAUTIFUL" whatsapp messages. You wake up all alone. You wake up without him by your side. It was just sex. It was calculated lust. You got it all wrong.

We blame ourselves for other's pain. We think we're in love. We think it's our fault they left. We think we gave it our best. We think we're better apart. We do everything to stay that way. We do everything to anger each other. We do everything to push each other away. We think we're not in love. We think we won't hurt after weeks. We think time will heal us. We got it all wrong.

This is for all the wrong decisions we made.