Ex's Lullaby Part I

12:21 am. It's a Friday night, a broke ass Friday night. I just have to be indoors to avoid negotiations on club entrance fee or bargaining the prices of drinks. I just switched off the TV, slipped in between my sheets and let a loud sigh.

it's the cold season and I think that's why these thoughts are always hitting me. Thoughts of my Ex's: that maybe we terminated the relationship way too early; maybe we hadn't had enough; what if we didn't get mad at that silly mistake that neither of us wanted to take responsibility of; what if I apologized for being a jerk?

Before I know it, I'm sleepy ... " I'll still visit this archive," I tell my brain as my eyes switch off.

Goodnight world

Beautiful People Like You

This is one of those Saturday evenings where you just got up from a lousy nap. You wake up more hangovered than the first time your friends tricked you to alcohol, you are the worst and best example of a malaria case and for some stupid reason you decided to think of your ex.

This is me, but I decided to listen to some sad songs just to keep the evening rolling and to match with the 1963 look that I had on my face. There's this one that got my attention and I'm sure y'all will also relate to it.

So to all the broken hearted, the heart breakers and to those who are always there to watch and enjoy heartbreaks......


" It's my last big breath what you want me to do?
When you act all cool like you already knew
That I'll be stuck here cold just waiting it through
'Til your heart starts beating for that somebody new

It's a wicked game that you're making me play
Where I crawl back home as you're walking away
And it's all quite clear what you want me to say
But you'll be so long gone if I ask you to stay
You know that it's true

'Cause it's beautiful people like you Who get whatever they want
And it's beautiful people like you Who suck the life right outta my heart
And it's beautiful people like you Who make me cry
'Cause nobody else could be nearly as cruel as you. "



Cher Lloyd - "Beautiful People" (feat. Carolina Liar)

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